Karneval 2007

Mood: bored
Listening to: Falco - Vienna Calling
Weather: rainy, rainy, rainy...
eating: already had lunch
drinking: coke (what else?)

Yeah, I know, Karneval is already over for a couple of weeks, but I noticed that i didn't add any photos yet, so I just wanted to do that now.

It was really funny, as nearly every year and I had my first blackout caused by too many alcohol on sunday! Yeah, I remeber drinking abottle of champagne and a LOT of Feigling and ZackZack... well and then tehre was a point when I remember that I was at Christa's place in the bar and the next thing I remeber is laying on her sofa... but hey, I didn't even had a headache when I woke up on monday!
Hehe!

Cause I did nearly nothing new compared to the last few years, I just show some pictures to let you know what I did and to prove that it really was funny! *g*



The first pictures show the costume I wore at school on thursday, Altweiber.
Though I told my classmates that it should be some kind of mafiosi or something like that, it was my personal Tribute to the austrian singer Falco, who died on February the 6th 1998, and who would have had his 50ths birthday on February the 19th this year, if he hadn't had this fatal car crash nine years ago.
I still love his music, it's sometimes even represents exactly what I feel (especially his posthuman outcoming song "Out of the Dark")
Well, here are the pictures:

"Out of the Dark! Hörst du die Stimme die dir sagt:"

"Into the light!""I give up and close my eyes"My favorite "Falco"-Oufit, it's like the one he wore in the "Vienna Calling"-ClipThis picture is the one I use as profile-pic on many Internet-communitys nowJeanny Part 1:
"Quit living on dreams, live is not what it seems..."Jeanny Part 2 (Coming Home):
"Coming Home, I'm coming home! I would give anything just to see you again"

Jeanny Part 3 (Where are you now):
"Tell me, where are you now???"

Later this evening it was time to go to Sebi to prepare for the Pub. Like every thursday it was Karaoke-Time!
And we had the idea to create very special costumes.
Caus we are all big fans of the TV-Drama "House MD" we went as House and the Ducklings!
It was really a lot of fun, and some people even recognized us! It was great!

Group-Picture! (from the left to the right) Chase (me), Foreman (liam, with a lot of make-up!), House (Sebi) and Cuddy (Steffi)

The second group-picture (and please ignore the cigarette in my hand, I know Chase doesn't smoke, but there was no pencil around to chew on it! ;-) )House, looking moody as always! (oh, you can't see his cane here, sorry!)Cuddy doens#T look too happy as well here! xDCuddy and House (discussing Clinic Duty, I suppose!)Singing Robert Palmers "Bad Case of loving you (Doctor Doctor)", what else? ^^"Doctor, Doctor, gimme the news, I've gotta...""...Bad case of loving you!""No pill gonna cure my ill, I've gotta bad case of loooooving you!"Cuddy tries to involve House in a case, I suppose, but he's ignoring her as always! *g*Yvy and me! (why I don't smile? I've no idea, sorry! >.<)Cuddy and Foreman (Sorry again for all the Make-up, Liam, but you look very good as a black guy! ;-))R'Jac were there as well.... and they looked very...well...interesting! XDRichard (or better Rikarda?) is posing!Yeah, Rock on!"Cuddy" and "Chase" trying to sing a couple of songs"Die ganze Welt dreht sich um mich, denn ich bin nur ein Egoist!""Der mensch der mir am nächsten ist bin ich, ich bin ein Egoist!""Wos isser denn, was kanner denn, wos glaubsten dasser ist?"
As you can see, we really had a lot of fun!

MySpace

Well, if you haven't noticed yet, I'm on MySpace!
I have two sites tehre, so please check out both!

One is about me (who else? ;D), you can find it here:
http://www.myspace.com/elleth666

The other one is my personal Tribute to the Austrian singer FALCO, who died nine years ago in a car crash in the Dominican republic.
Even though you might not be a fan of him or his music, please take a look as well!
http://www.myspace.com/johannhoelzel

Thank you, and feel free to leave some comments or sending a message! ;-)

Keep on Rockin'!

After my little depressing posts some weeks ago, now something for us good old Rock N Rollers!
If you like listening to some very good Rock music, you should check your local pubs for some gigs of the band "R'Jac"!
Since I heard them for the first time, I try not to miss a single gig of them, even if that means to drive to the Neatherlands! *laughs*

Well, though I can't upload any songs here, let me just say: If you like ACDC, The Clash, and all this stuff, it's perfect for you!
They rock!!!

If you want to know more about them, please check out their webpage: http://www.rjac.net !

And just to give you a little impression, here are some pictures of two of their last gigs:

9th of December at a pub in the Netherlands:

At the Pógs:

Out of the Dark...

Mood: distressed
Listening to: Falco - Out of the Dark
Weather: cold and rainy
Drinking: Coke
Eating: Chinese Instant Food


Well, here I am again and write about my crappy life.
Actually, I shouldn't write in my blog, but learn for the exam I will have to pass tomorrow. But somehow I can't concentrate on the letters in front of me, just like yesterday evening, when I couldn't fall asleep, even though I was tired as hell.
School sucks so much at the moment, I can't describe it.
I have the feeling of beeing in a crowded room, full of people, but somehow I'm still alone. I want to cry, but no sound comes out of my mouth...
It's terrible.

And I have so many thoughts in my head...thoughts I can't describe and I have no one to talk about around here.
Do you know the feeling that you know a person? "Yeah, for sure!" That's what you might have said now, but it's not what I mean.
I mean that you think you know a person you've never actually seen before, only on some pictures, maybe in a film, maybe when he or she was crossing your way in town, a totally stranger to you. Someone you've never met or talked to.
A person that maybe might be far away from you, maybe someone who's already dead or even lived in an completely different time, who knows?
But you just see his or her eyes on a photo and you have the feeling to know this person., to recognize his face, to remeber the look in his eyes somehow, you think you've heard the sound of his voice so many times before....
But you can't tell why.
Like I said, it's hard to explain and think that I'll never find the right words to do.
Sometimes it's even the feeling of missing this person, but I know that I'll never meet him, because it's not possible anymore.

Well, before this is all getting too weird, I should better stop now.
But somehow I want to talk about this, but I don't know who to tell or even what to say.
It's a terrible feeling that hurts deep inside me and sometimes I just have the feeling to cry this all out, to cry one tear after another, the whole night long.
Just now I feel the tears growing in my eyes and I don't even know why it's happening.
And this feeling of loneliness kills me somehow.
It changes between beeing totally numb and feeling all the pain that came to me during the last few months and years.
I'm just waiting for what the future will bring, what else can i do? It can only get better, I suppose.
But still, after all, I know that at least one feeling won't go away, whatever I'll do...

I don't know how to explain the following sentences, and maybe it doesn't even make sence that I write this down here, cause the person who's supposed to read this will never do that, I know that for sure.
But I just want to write this down, maybe it's possible somehow...I don't know...
I just want to say: I miss you and I fell that I knew you once, even if I don't know why, please believe me!

And to my readers (if I have any):
Sorry for writing this confusing and depressing stuff. I'm really sorry. I hope my upcoming posts will be a bit happier again (lately in June, when I finally passed my final exams and I have a lot more time, I promise!)
But thank you for reading till the end!

I luv ye all!
Yours,
Becky

Countdown

Mood: lazy
Listening to: Falco - Egoist
Weather: cold

Hey, I found a little time today, so i decided to write in my Blog.

Well, what could I tell you?
I'm waiting.
Waiting?
Yeah!
But for what?
Many different things!

Waiting for friday:
Two of my best friends will visit me and stay till saturday.
I'm really looking forward to it, cause I don't see them that often, cuase they live in Overath, near Cologne and it's always a little adventure (and a lot of money for me) to go there.
Well, I think there's a lot to tell.

Still waiting for friday:
May favorite "Pub-Band" R'Jac is playing at the Pógs on friday night, the entry is only three Euros and you'll get four hours full of good rock music, lot of fun and really nice people! (Cecilia and Richard are really great, they rock da pub! ;-))

Waiting for Saturday:
Liam has his big apearence on stage in Pont with his Karnevals-group and I really want to see him singing "The Rocky Horror Picture Show!" xD

Waiting for February the 12th:
The birthday of one of my favorite actors, Jesse Spencer. He's 28 then, wow, and he didn't loose a single hair until now! xD (Oh sorry, I'm getting mean! *hehe*)

Waiting for February 15th:
Altweiber! And Sebi, Steffi, Liam and I will go as House and the Ducklings!
Our costumes are finished by now and we'll have a lot of fun on thursday, singing "Bad Case of loving you (Doctor Doctor)" at Karaoke! (And I can drink, I don't have to drive, by the way! Cider!!!!!)

Waiting for February 19th:
Falco would become 50 this year if he would be still alive. But he isn't....it's really too bad about him.
Since I've seen the Falco-Show last Monday on Kabel 1, I'm listening to his music the whole time.
I always loved it, but sometimes you forget what you heard some years ago and it just needs a little push to remember you.

Waiting for June:
My final exams will be over!!! Yeah!!!!
My last exam will be on May 25th, and after that, I hope that I'll be free!
And I decided to stop smoking after my final exam, after all this stress has gone! (need another cigarette by the way! *laughs*) I hope, that I'll manage that all, I really need the money! *hehe*
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Well, that's so far!
Means only two days left till I will have at least a little fun! hehe!

See and love ya all!
yours,
Becky